Sex is a funny game. When you start doing sex work, you really can play sex out in ways that have nothing to do with chasing orgasms and being basic about connection. Some really interesting games can come to life if you want to seek the nooks, crannies, crevasses, and hidden corners of creative intimacy!
Sometimes, my body is not totally under my control, as I like to push boundaries and go to fun places that are wild and wacky—sometimes my delicate sexual body is like, this is too much for me right now, and I’m going to just watch, not play, and I’m totally cool with that!
I’m not performance-based, and even though there are times where my performance isn’t what I want it to be, I get no anxiety from it. I accept it with an open heart that sometimes things don’t work out, so I go in other directions sexually and intimately.
This leads me to remember an orgy with some amazing friends and lovers, where I had not been feeling up to par, and there was a wealth and feast of sexual potential at my fingertips and other tips! It was a funny, unfortunate, honest, real, and beautiful experience on so many levels. I was happy regardless.
At one point of many sexual points in that night, I found myself in the middle of a passionate fucking foursome, and I was really more mentally there than physically, unfortunately. My erection was just tired from fucking very passionately for hours earlier in the day, and I had no idea I was going to be in the middle of this orgy that night, so I was just SPENT, like Austin Powers says.
I was in the mood for eating pussy and sucking tits, which I did with two very passionate and beautiful women, and I had my mind blown from sharing them with a most BEAUTIFUL man, who I watched satisfying the second woman beside me while I was going down on a lovely angel of a woman until she came in my face.
And then, the woman I was with and the man who was fucking beside me (in a relationship together) have a mutual orgasm while holding hands and making eye contact. I was simply helping her get off while her man was simply helping the woman beside me get off. All four of us were writhing, fucking, sucking, licking, and devouring each other in a frenzy of foursome passion.
It was a CLIMAX on top of the climax, and I was NOT the center of attention. I loved being there with all my beautiful, passionate, sexy lover friends. And I was so blessed to be able to still share whatever maximum intensity I could share with my lovers while I could.
Next time, it will be even more passionate… and different! I look forward to the dream, no matter where my seat is!
Love,
Adhimu Stewart
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