Do you know what kinda person you are in the grand scheme of dreams and things? It’s a bit of an odd-duck question to ask, but I think there’s a fundamental yin-yang principle to almost everything, even though most of the world exists in the middle, where balance happens and the regular day is at work or play.
It’s not always noon, and it’s not always midnight. BUT at the same time, I do believe in the idea of ALL OR NOTHING on a certain level of sexuality, intimacy and connection between people! I’m not really the type to do sexy stuff if there’s a LOT of restrictions, rules, regulations, and raw fear in the air.
I’m super cool with the most abstract scenarios and have seen my share of kinky things and done my share of wild ass fun, trust me! But there was WAY more of that trust, and they let me give my heart and joy to them with deep passion and compassion. I need to be me to love you, is all I’m saying. If I can’t, then I won’t.
And now, I follow that serving of heart like a Serena Williams overhand smash to you on the other side of the court, wondering who are you? Are you a all-or-nothing type? Do you require what I request in my particular trysts? Can you meander by with only the vaguest of your desires met, feeling open, flexible, and reasonably ready to receive whatever I have to give? It’s a good thing to know.
Recently I was invited to be in a threesome with two very special people, and it was a pleasantry that I enjoyed deeply when it was delivered to me (after the Toronto International Porn Awards last weekend, where I won my second award for Best Political Porn of 2018).
One woman who I’ve had my heart set on for some time had finally come over to me, and looked me in the eye, and ALMOST made me an offer I couldn’t refuse, like she was the Godfather (or Godmother Griselda Blanco!) unless I was to do something with her partner too.
It was a threesome that was guaranteed to be powerful, but they were a package-deal couple, and part two of the package was not someone who I was particularly interested in pursuing at this present juncture. I gracefully bowed out and said, “Thank you, but I’m not really thinking it will happen soon, but maybe down the road things might change.” She smiled and winked, like she would ask again someday this year. Ha.
I just had to be real. I’m not able to parcel out my passion to piece together with certain people’s preferences… but if they can be a cup of sorts, I can certainly pour my purity into it without hesitation!
Splash,
Addi Stewart
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